I want God's recipe and then I will do what He says and then...BAM! I will have what I want!
YEAH RIGHT! It does not work that way, I know, but my flesh keeps hoping!
I was running and praying and got quiet and in my heart I felt the Lord lead me and He asked something small and simple...My response was Yes Lord of course! A few moments later...WHAM!!! I fell flat on my face that was quick! How did that happen so quickly!
Yet from this He drew me closer and reminded me obedience is important, yet He draws us close as we humble ourselves with a heart wanting to to the right thing! He pours out mercy and grace and love!
Every moment is new, He is not waiting for our perfection, just waiting for our hearts!