Never again! I want my family to see JOY in me! May I never complain again! Complaining
Is a symptom of a deeper issue. It is a sign of discontentment. OUCH! Asking some soul searching questions can serve as a good barometer! Where are we putting our trust? Who is our source? What are we living for? If we can say its Jesus, then how can discontentment be in our heart. Crowd it out with the Word of God! Allow the Holy Spirit to transform you from the inside out!
How realistic is that!? It doesn’t matter how unrealistic it feels, it’s not that we will ever truly arrive! We keep pressing and in that process of going forward lean on the Holy Spirit! I pray my choices will be be better and better. I pray those around me will see Christ shining through me. I cannot do this without Him doing it through me! May people not see me, may they not remember anything that I so cleverly say. May they remember what I said that pointed them to Jesus Christ! May I never again yield to the flesh, may I never again doubt God working through me, may I never again rely solely on myself, may I never again walk without Him! I will keep praying, pressing and picking myself back up when I fall.
1 Timothy 6:6 But godliness actually is a source of great gain when accompanied by contentment [that contentment which comes from a sense of inner confidence based on the sufficiency of God]
Thankfully we are not in this alone! All glory to God!